i need to write..so many things unspoken, unexpressed. i'm not that kind who can say 'no' while in fact i wanna say 'yes' and viseversa. i'd rather choose to keep quite and struggling with my mind nor emotion when i know the others think differently..i need this blog to be my unresponse-able partner. seems silence turns to be my best friend, although outside i'm 'loud' enough to be a person.