i feel this subject i will bring out is a very oldtime issues...i have to make sure that i won't get bored easily while i'm writing it. i don't mean to make it serious but it has special place in my lifetime. as special as i have to create another blog to make it that way. they are just my other and unknown thoughts..gosh, i never know i could be this 'detailed,deepest thinker' kind of person. i don't think i have a big space of memory, i only have a very strong memory of certain things..that's all. i need to write, it's my other way to speak to my self...i used to write hundred pages of diary, but now it seems cool to have this 'diary on line'..sophisticated indeed..^-^